They don't understand the extent of my love
The love of a lil chocolate Anjel only few deserve
She understood things beyond her couldn't grasp. But she hid it form them cause she knew they couldn't handle it. Heave were the burdens she endured, dark were the secrets she kept, she edured it alone and without complaint so that no one else would have to.This quiet suffering aged her, so she never got to be a child.
Her way of think was strange, her play patterns unorthodox
A grown ass woman playin in the sandbox
That was my mask. My childhood self was only a façade even as a child. I use to pretend to be daddy's lil girl. Cause I couldn't bare the shame and humiliation on my father's face if he knew the truth. Father my innocence was lost, I was afraid you'd leave to if you knew the truth. A real daddy's girl smiles and is happy, she doesn't know what it feels like to bleed before puberty. She isn't sneaky when she is forced to hide her blood stained panties. A real daddy's girl doesn't do those things. A real daddy's girl doesn't know what sperm taste like.
I just want someone to save me. Take me some place that I can take off my masks cause I've been pretending since I was a child…but it never was fun
