I Hate Secrets!

I think that secrects are a tool designed by the devil to destroy hummanity. Sike it's not that serious ( I'm talkin crazy right now cause I'm heavily medicated) I hate when I know something I'm not supposed to know. Cause then I gotta play dumb like I don't know anything. Specially when the secrets about me, like my ex did something grimy or my friend did something fucked up, but to protect the secret teller I gotta act like everything is all fine and dandy. That makes me feel phony, and it also makes me feel stupid. I be wanting to scream "you aint slick bitch I know wat you did/said. I been knew for a long time." lol I think my problem is that I'm too nice. I'ma just start treatin ppl like shit, and there not even gonna kno why. okay... i'm done.

It's Only Facebook!

So yesterday my ex hit me up! lol There's a lot I could say about this but maybe I'll do that in another post. Basically he wanted to get a list of gospel songs we use to sing while we were in choir together. I rattled off some names but I was kinda busy becuase my boyfrined of 2YEARS!was there with me. I think I said something along the lines of I'll hit him up with more names when I think of them. Maybe I mentioned his wall, maybe not. All I know is this boy hit me up with a "Don't be writing on my wall no more, my girl don't like it." I had to read that statement over again. Excuse me??? First of all, I don't write on ya wall. Maybe a total of 3 times since we've been facebook friends.And one of those comments was on how pretty his girlfriend was. So what's the freakin problem? He tried to explain it to me, you know how girls are,she think we talk all the time and blah-zae-splee... but I wasn't hearin that. "Your girl is insecure" I told him. Well he didn't like that... He tried to say I was spazzin out. Chill it's only facebook! My point exactly. Females these days have entirely too much time on their hands. Aren't you insecure girls kept busy with checking your mans texts and listening to his voicemail? U got time to stalk his Facebook pg too? and she really had to stalk his page to notice the 3 lil comments I left him. I really tried to maintain a friendship with him these years but I really don't see the point no more. Oh well. It's only facebook