The Sacrafice

I loved him...
&& I wanted him to know
Even if he had just the slightest inclination of something I knew so strongly in my heart, then I would be satisfied.
So I offered up my most precious treasure, and he eagerly accepted.
He undressed My Body
then he kissed My Body
with the most gentlest touch he caressed every bend and curve on My Body
He entered My Body
then devoured My Body
then as I slowly drifted he leaned close and whispered "I love Your Body"...
Time goes by...
&& we begin to fade
It's not him or me, more of a mutual thing.
However, there is something I miss
Something I wish I could get back
Not his eyes
not his touch
not his lips...

How I Know I'm Stronger Than You

You think your attitude makes you strong?
I think you mindset is all wrong?
They say hurt people hurt,
&& I guess I might agree
But I would NEVER let the actions of others EVER alter me
I me!;
I laugh more than I breathe
I wear my heart upon my sleeve
Sometimes I get real shy
and the simplest things can make me cry
But I love!!! it cause it's true
I'm always me unlike you
I've been hurt in my past
I've had times I thought I couldn't last
But through it all I remained the same
I've faced the fires and emerged UNCHANGED
So keep bitching like you do
it just proves
I'm stronger than you!

Collen ♥

So there's this girl...

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So I was Just Wonderin...

Can you fall in love wit ya self? NO really fall in love with yaself, not just bein conceited but wanna marry yaself. Okay check this out. What if you just have a string of bad relationships all ya life. I mean, you can't trust no one! So you take Beyonce's advice and take a vow that from now on you're gonna be your own best friend. And it actually seems to be goin well. You buy yourself's lil gifts. You treat yaself, you pamper yaself...you make yaself the happiest you've eva been. Then one day you decide to throw a lil slumper party. You buy ya self some chocolate covered strawberries, some champagne, and you start to feel real nice... maybe a lil too nice. You start to touch on yaself and then you look ova to the left and all that good stuff. Then before u know it your makin sweet passionate love to yourself. And get this when you wake up the next mornin there's none of that akward...omg-i-just-had-sex-with-my-best-friend, feeling. And it was probably the best sex you had in life. After that could you fall in love wit yaself. Hey, it could happen?

Honestly...

Honestly it baffles me. Why do you lie to me?
I can't understand why you constantly wanna play pretend
I'm not a toy or a game
Don't you understand that
What do you get outta the stories that you tell
Is your fantasy world easier for you to live in
Are your lies easier to stomach than the truth
Come join me in reality and realize that your not lying to me
I know the truth
The truth is I can't trust you.
And so your lying is pretty much point less
SO Quit It!
Honestly, All I wan't is for you to be honest with me!

I Hate Secrets!

I think that secrects are a tool designed by the devil to destroy hummanity. Sike it's not that serious ( I'm talkin crazy right now cause I'm heavily medicated) I hate when I know something I'm not supposed to know. Cause then I gotta play dumb like I don't know anything. Specially when the secrets about me, like my ex did something grimy or my friend did something fucked up, but to protect the secret teller I gotta act like everything is all fine and dandy. That makes me feel phony, and it also makes me feel stupid. I be wanting to scream "you aint slick bitch I know wat you did/said. I been knew for a long time." lol I think my problem is that I'm too nice. I'ma just start treatin ppl like shit, and there not even gonna kno why. okay... i'm done.