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This is what I do when I'm bored... Picnik.com

My Epiphany!!

I'm an educated black woman; with a job, a car, and a man who adores me ♥ ...
I believe I'm living the American Dream!!

Of Course I gotta Talk about Micheal Jackson

Of course like most of the world I was devastated when I heard the news. I grew up on Micheal Jackson, and so did my parents. I guess I pretty much figured that he would always be around. Unfortunately that wasn't the case. After his death I was really devastated that the media wanted to focus on the controversy surrounding him, saying that it may have overshadowed his talent. The nerve of these people. Micheal Jackson was an icon. Icon doesn't even begin to describe who he is. He influenced so many lives. To top it off, he was undoubtedly the most famous man on earth. He broke down color lines, he bridged age gaps, guys wanted to be cool like him and girls wanted to be like the female leads in his videos that were pursued by such a daring, and sexy Romeo.
When Micheal Jackson was dominating the world, everyone wanted to be on his side. But when his fame started to falter, people turned their backs on him. When he faced horrendous adversities his fans that he dedicated his whole life to turned their back on them. I love Jaime Foxx and all but there was a time when he was on 106 and Park and the hosts (I don't remember who they were at the time) asked him who he liked better out of Micheal Jackson and Prince. He said Prince because he wasn't to happy with Michael at the time. Now I have nothing against the artist formerly known as the artist formerly known as Prince, but when it comes to MJ there is no comparison. Jaime Foxx turned his back on the man that opened so many doors and was the reason he had a career. Yet he wants to moon walk all over the BET stage and dedicate it to Micheal. SAD
People didn't understand Micheal Jackson. He was a man full of love. That's what he promoted and thats what he lived. He dedicated his whole life to children and I can totally understand why. Children are innocent, forgiving, and for the most part nonjudgmental. Micheal connected with kids most because that's who he was at heart. a kid. He didn't have a childhood like regular folk. He was pimped out by his father since he was 10years old. People want to sit there and say that he was a disgusting pedophile, but they are the ones with the dirty minds. Micheal was right, the most loving thing you can do is to share your bed with someone. But in a world full of hate no one could possibly understand this man of pure love. It seems downright ridiculous that a man who dedicates his life to children, and spends millions of dollars donating to charity to the point that he goes broke, could be crucified like he was. It's sad.
I could really go on all day about this man but really, I'm tired of hearing about it. Its makes me so so sad that it took this mans death for people to really appreciate who he was.
I just hope that where every he is right now, he's happy, and he knows that he is loved. RIP MJ. Gone but NEVER EVER FORGOTTEN!

Random Thoughts at 1:30 in the am...

* My head hurtz! My girl Khalesha did my hair too tight, but I'm grateful it got done

*Frickin Rainbow didn't call me today. I guess no job for me!

* I miss him ♥

* I don't know why we have the friends we have, but I thank God for the few I got, and I wouldn't trade them for all the chocolate in the world.

* I just made some Red Kool-Aid , and now I'm waiting for it too cool. I hope it tastes good.

* Was I wrong for wanting Chris Brown to go to jail? Has he suffered enough?

* I love my research writing teacher. I definitely should of had him first semester.

* I can't understand why some people get away with everything, yet I always get blamed for stuff

* I think I gotta gay stalker, but she's kinda hot soo... lol

* Ooooh!!! IN YO FACE!!!

* I just realized today that I talk to myself a lot

* I just told a lie in the last thought... I didn't just realize that. lol

* OMG I feel like I'm being molested on the computer

* I have a bad habit of flirting

* Ran out of Random thoughts...

♥ Bye!

Him ♥

I don't think that I have ever loved, or ever hurt someone as much as I have this boy right here. We've been together on and off for 2 years, and through it all he has stuck by my side. Even though I have hurt him(sometimes even intentionally) he remains by my side, my truest and dearest friend. What makes a person so wonderful, love something as unwoderful as me. I'm mean, I'm mean, I'm insecure, I nag more than anyone should,I'm stubborn,I'm loud and goofy. I think that maybe he is a gift from God. That's the only explanation I have. I just wish that I could show him that he's my everything, and that in his eyes I see heaven. I don't want to spend my life without him. I would die without him. Once you have met your soulmate, life isnt worth living without them. I just want him to know that saying I love you isnt enough for me. In the simplest of terms... I adore this boy. He is my everything, and without him I am nothin. If God wanted to take me to heaven tomorrow, I would tell God to wait, cause Heaven is in His arms, and in his arms, I have solace!

Top 10 Pet Peeves

10. Internet Celebrities who think they are actual celebrities.

9. Girls who pucker up their lips in pictures

8. People who update their statues every 5 mins on FaceBook and Myspace and actually give a play by play of their days activities / People who communicate with their friends over their FaceBook And Myspace statues so everyone can be in on their sad pathetic lives and unfunny inside jokes.

7.Girls who call other girls bitches and hoes and say hood-rat things like "Get Like Me" (especially when the girls themselves aint shit and have a track record that would make a porn start blush)

6.Boys who wear flips flops when there feet look like they participate in the bare-feet Olympics

5. UnderCover men who talk shit about gay boys because they are insecure with their own sexuality

4.Insecure girls who continuously pic at otha girls and make jokes about girls who are obviously more fabulous then them

3. People who are overly sensitive and bitch about every lil thing you say no matter how nice you try to say it

2. Girls who kno they boyfriends cheat on them and in order to make themselves feel better they say things like "All these hoes better fall the fuck back and leave me and my man alone cause we gonna be together forever"

1. People who stank but insist on following you around and talkin to you

Love?

If someone told you to define love, what would be your answer?
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If someone asked you, "How do you know you love me?", do you think you could respond?
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I use to hate it when adults would tell me I don't know what love is. (Seriously, it pissed me off

How can anyone begin to tell me what I'm feelin inside or what I'm capable of.
It's probably even easier to love when your younger because you haven't been Jaded yet.
I think of love as this...
Love- to care about someone, deeply.
When they hurt, you hurt. When they smile you smile.
Your constantly tryin to make them laugh, because their laughter is ya favorite sound. And when they cry, your heartbrakes, right along with theres.
You don't care if this person is tellin you a joke or tellin you off, cause you just want to hear their voice.
And you spend all your time thinkin about ways to express your feelings to this person, and then when you finally see them all you can say is "I love you".
Love hurts. Love feels good. At times you feel as if it gives you life and other times you feel like it kills you.
Love is exactly what you think it is.
When someone says you don't know what love is, they're wrong. As human beings, thats what we crave in life more than anything. I can't say "I dont kno how to love," because love is inside me. Thats all I know how to do!
So... in case you were wondering... I do love you! All of you! And I ALWAYS WILL!

Now everyone who knows me, knows I love Jhene Aiko!!
I love it when she talks about love...It's as if she opened up my soul and deciphered the messages written upon the chambers of my heart.

"life is way too short to play games and be fake.

thats why I do what I feel in the moment

and Im never afraid to make a mistake

and im never afraid to feel what Im feeling

and Im never stingy with my love and affection

I'll be a Loser

I'll take that L

I'll be an L7...lol (if ur slow, thats a square)

I'll tell you "I Love You" if I feel like I love you

Y do I have to be crazy because I feel like

I love you

You must not know what that statement means....

Its not that deep...or serious (Puh- Leeeaase!)

I didnt say I wanna marry you, or die with u, or anything!!

I didnt even say anything!

ChillOut!

Cuz i'm Chill now

(meaning, "im cool" "im good" "no thank u")

I'm not crazy

Ur crazy"
lol! I ♥ her!!