Allow Me To Introduce MySelf!

Anjel
pRoNuNCiAt!oN
an-gel
D3f!n!t!on
a spiritual being superior to humans in power and intelligence
a person like an angel (as in looks or behavior)
(tHaTs R!GhT, hAt3 oN iT!



Sunday, May 16, 2010

Guess what I am

So for a while I've been watichin you

But It's time to he heard

for years i've been knowing you

and i havent said a word

I watched ya face change

your height and weight to

but lately something else is different

in tyour eyes theres something new

you use to smile at me

you use to sing and twirl

you used to make funny faces

you were such a silly girl

you use to tell me you were pretty

you told me all your secrest to

but theres a new face looking at me

and it hurts that its not you

when you look at me now

your face is full fo disgust

and you've stopped telling me secrests

have you lost my trust

iv'e never lied to you

i only show you whats there

but you can no longer stand me

the sight of me you can no longer bear

i see you pinch your face

and hold in your tummy

your still making faces

yet there no longer funny

when did you stop loving youtself

why have you let yourself go

and when did you stop loving me

or do you even know

do you hate me now

damn girl I miss your smile

you don't dance you don't sing

you haven't twirled in awhile

why are there bruises on your arm

what are those dark marks under your eye

why do you only glance for a moment and then turn around and cry

I wish i could hug you

kiss and hold you tight

but you've locked me in the closet

and all I mirror is night.


Monday, January 25, 2010

Contradictions ♥

I'm a wild shy girl
A spiritual abomination
I'm confidently insecure
I'm lovingly full of hate
I'm extraordinarily ordinary
An extroverted introvert
I know everything I need,
yet I've still got so much to learn.

Monday, December 7, 2009

The Sacrafice

I loved him...
&& I wanted him to know
Even if he had just the slightest inclination of something I knew so strongly in my heart, then I would be satisfied.
So I offered up my most precious treasure, and he eagerly accepted.
He undressed My Body
then he kissed My Body
with the most gentlest touch he caressed every bend and curve on My Body
He entered My Body
then devoured My Body
then as I slowly drifted he leaned close and whispered "I love Your Body"...
Time goes by...
&& we begin to fade
It's not him or me, more of a mutual thing.
However, there is something I miss
Something I wish I could get back
Not his eyes
not his touch
not his lips...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

How I Know I'm Stronger Than You

You think your attitude makes you strong?
I think you mindset is all wrong?
They say hurt people hurt,
&& I guess I might agree
But I would NEVER let the actions of others EVER alter me
I me!;
I laugh more than I breathe
I wear my heart upon my sleeve
Sometimes I get real shy
and the simplest things can make me cry
But I love!!! it cause it's true
I'm always me unlike you
I've been hurt in my past
I've had times I thought I couldn't last
But through it all I remained the same
I've faced the fires and emerged UNCHANGED
So keep bitching like you do
it just proves
I'm stronger than you!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Collen ♥

So there's this girl...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Thursday, November 12, 2009

So I was Just Wonderin...

Can you fall in love wit ya self? NO really fall in love with yaself, not just bein conceited but wanna marry yaself. Okay check this out. What if you just have a string of bad relationships all ya life. I mean, you can't trust no one! So you take Beyonce's advice and take a vow that from now on you're gonna be your own best friend. And it actually seems to be goin well. You buy yourself's lil gifts. You treat yaself, you pamper yaself...you make yaself the happiest you've eva been. Then one day you decide to throw a lil slumper party. You buy ya self some chocolate covered strawberries, some champagne, and you start to feel real nice... maybe a lil too nice. You start to touch on yaself and then you look ova to the left and all that good stuff. Then before u know it your makin sweet passionate love to yourself. And get this when you wake up the next mornin there's none of that akward...omg-i-just-had-sex-with-my-best-friend, feeling. And it was probably the best sex you had in life. After that could you fall in love wit yaself. Hey, it could happen?