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So there's this girl...

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So I was Just Wonderin...

Can you fall in love wit ya self? NO really fall in love with yaself, not just bein conceited but wanna marry yaself. Okay check this out. What if you just have a string of bad relationships all ya life. I mean, you can't trust no one! So you take Beyonce's advice and take a vow that from now on you're gonna be your own best friend. And it actually seems to be goin well. You buy yourself's lil gifts. You treat yaself, you pamper yaself...you make yaself the happiest you've eva been. Then one day you decide to throw a lil slumper party. You buy ya self some chocolate covered strawberries, some champagne, and you start to feel real nice... maybe a lil too nice. You start to touch on yaself and then you look ova to the left and all that good stuff. Then before u know it your makin sweet passionate love to yourself. And get this when you wake up the next mornin there's none of that akward...omg-i-just-had-sex-with-my-best-friend, feeling. And it was probably the best sex you had in life. After that could you fall in love wit yaself. Hey, it could happen?

Honestly...

Honestly it baffles me. Why do you lie to me?
I can't understand why you constantly wanna play pretend
I'm not a toy or a game
Don't you understand that
What do you get outta the stories that you tell
Is your fantasy world easier for you to live in
Are your lies easier to stomach than the truth
Come join me in reality and realize that your not lying to me
I know the truth
The truth is I can't trust you.
And so your lying is pretty much point less
SO Quit It!
Honestly, All I wan't is for you to be honest with me!

I Hate Secrets!

I think that secrects are a tool designed by the devil to destroy hummanity. Sike it's not that serious ( I'm talkin crazy right now cause I'm heavily medicated) I hate when I know something I'm not supposed to know. Cause then I gotta play dumb like I don't know anything. Specially when the secrets about me, like my ex did something grimy or my friend did something fucked up, but to protect the secret teller I gotta act like everything is all fine and dandy. That makes me feel phony, and it also makes me feel stupid. I be wanting to scream "you aint slick bitch I know wat you did/said. I been knew for a long time." lol I think my problem is that I'm too nice. I'ma just start treatin ppl like shit, and there not even gonna kno why. okay... i'm done.

It's Only Facebook!

So yesterday my ex hit me up! lol There's a lot I could say about this but maybe I'll do that in another post. Basically he wanted to get a list of gospel songs we use to sing while we were in choir together. I rattled off some names but I was kinda busy becuase my boyfrined of 2YEARS!was there with me. I think I said something along the lines of I'll hit him up with more names when I think of them. Maybe I mentioned his wall, maybe not. All I know is this boy hit me up with a "Don't be writing on my wall no more, my girl don't like it." I had to read that statement over again. Excuse me??? First of all, I don't write on ya wall. Maybe a total of 3 times since we've been facebook friends.And one of those comments was on how pretty his girlfriend was. So what's the freakin problem? He tried to explain it to me, you know how girls are,she think we talk all the time and blah-zae-splee... but I wasn't hearin that. "Your girl is insecure" I told him. Well he didn't like that... He tried to say I was spazzin out. Chill it's only facebook! My point exactly. Females these days have entirely too much time on their hands. Aren't you insecure girls kept busy with checking your mans texts and listening to his voicemail? U got time to stalk his Facebook pg too? and she really had to stalk his page to notice the 3 lil comments I left him. I really tried to maintain a friendship with him these years but I really don't see the point no more. Oh well. It's only facebook

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